#3 being real

Time to be real with you all. I have cancer, and I do chemo every 3 weeks. That means about a week out of every three, I’m sick — really sick — and just getting through the day is the whole job.

And then there’s the hair loss. People talk about it like it’s just vanity, but it’s not. When you look in the mirror and don’t recognize yourself, getting on camera feels impossible. That’s the real reason behind my camera fear — it’s not the camera, it’s what chemo did to the person in front of it.

But I’m still here. Still making, still recording, still showing up. Some weeks I just have to do it from the couch, and that’s okay.

If you’re going through it too — I see you. 💛